Vakkotaur

I had planned to make this post later, after posting about the rest of my Midwest FurFest experience, but it seems that I need to get it out of the way. Some time before MFF 2007 film2edit asked for folks interested in modeling at some figure drawing panels at MFF. People would be needed for human figure drawing, for fursuit drawing, and there was also some interest in nude figure drawing if there were folks willing to model for that. Via IM I expressed an interest in posing where needed. Part was frustration at not having done so at RCFM a couple years ago (I showed up but nothing happened) and missing the panel even though it actually happened this year. Feeling good about my weight reduction since a couple years ago, and perhaps overconfident about where my weight would be by MFF 2007, I also said I was willing to do the nude posing. I will admit to a bit of apprehension. However as many regrets are not about things done, but about things not done, I figured I could try it and find out how I reacted to it. If there was a problem, I would know not to do that again. Thinking about this was likely what inspired a post about nudity in dreams.

( So, what happened? )

I think of the person I was chatting with about this before MFF who said, "I could never do that." I used to think that, a long time ago when I thought of it at all. I think I'm a bit more confident and at ease now. And you know, I think if I hadn't done it, I would have regretted it.